I hold you in my arms, my son
and touch your downy face
I breathe the precious scent of you
and meditate on grace
I never thought of grace so much
until your birth, my child
I never understood the way
a mother's heart could smile from deep inside...
and all the while...ache, as well..
at knowing...
you are growing,
destiny,
to fulfill
His will...
be done
But Just for now
I close my eyes
and sing a lullabye
I hold you close
and wonder at a
love so sweet I cry
I never thought of grace
so much until your birth, my boy
I never understood the way
a mother's heart could joy
and all the while...ache, as well..
at knowing...
you are growing,
destiny,
to fulfill
His will...
be done
I close my eyes against the thought
of what might come to pass...
I know that you aren't mine alone
but God's dear son, alas
I treasure every moment
that I have you in my arms,
protecting you from every
form of evil that could harm...
but knowing..
you are growing,
destiny,
to fulfill
His will...
be done
I cannot know what lies ahead
I will not try to guess
I'll pray for you, instead, my love
and trust that heaven's best
is what's in store and nothing more
as I hold you to my breast....
knowing...
you are growing..
destiny,
to fulfill
His will...
be done
*For my cousin, Jennifer Davis
as she holds her baby, Jack
on this, his first Easter, and ponders how
Mary must have felt as she held Jesus in
her arms so long ago...


